i have finally work 1 month plus for this job but it seems like so .. i dunno how to explain . lols ~ i'm having such a irritating cramp now . hais . so uncomfortable man . bf is not around . but bf is coming back tml morning weets ~ happy ! kinda in a bad mood . mayb i'm thinking too much hmm. dunno what i'm thinking about . i think i really nd to grab more sleep already . i need more retail therapy so it will lessen my stress and a beach if i can lols ~ i miss my bf so so much . hais ~ i wanna go enjoy can =x haish i got extended for 1 more day is like sian and tired . i wanna slp man . hmm . today there's a weird man i ask him " do you have a security license ? " he replied " i have 11b . " wtf . totally whole channel can dots . hmm . i'm so hungry now and i dun wanna go lunch w "them" can ? please go for more meetings today please ! lols ~
today kinda tired but happy cos i get to see bf today ~ weets ! but hear something which make me feel so stunt as the person jus know you for not long and somehow likes you when you feel nothing from the person but you get to know it from another person . hmm . it have never flash to my mind that this person likes me . seriously i jus treat him as a fren but not more than that and i din expect he treat me more than a fren . hmm . lols ~ anw i'm leaving this company le so its ok lah lols ~ 2 more days to go ~
kinda busy and bored today kip do wrong sia humpfs . jus everything not good today. like so weird and bu an . hmm . hope everything is smooth today bahs . hmm . i'm so uncomfortable today . Its finally our 2 and half yr le kinda happy . hmm . he is still in camp which is my nightmare! cos sometimes i'm too bored that i dunno where to go and just rot at home w/o his prescence . lols ~ i have resigned from my current job le . but to others i might be kinda stupid but i feel that mayb it might be a right one. i hate the life that i only see the moon and not dawn and i cant have to life that i can go out with my family or mayb stay at home with my family . hmm . mayb i'm not suitable for the jb or either is not the job scobe i want to have bahs . hmm . i miss the life that i can end work early and rest more at home . but the diff is that last time i used to have bf everynight w me but now i only get to see him on weekends . hmm . but still 1 more yr to go and it will be a gd day ~~ Hello peeps ~ i back to flood my blog again. hmm . kinda tired like fuck hmm . yeah rene Ex is back le weets ~ can go shop shop again if not i nua like fuck . yawns ! 3 more days to go . i miss too much nightlife with my girls man ~ heheh ~ but cant too late la if not bf gonna kill me le hahah ~ cannot go home too late if not cant wake up lols ~ hahah ~ kinda bored as my love is ad home but i'm WORKING ! WTF !!! i miss him alot somemore i cant get to be hug by him ytd hmm . today life still ok now . but i still thinking to stay or leave . hmm . go back dere will see mark again . stay here also suffer hais really dunno what to do sia hais ! so stress . i dun like the feeling can hmm . i miss my love ! Kinda exhausted today ! haish ~ i need more rest man ! nowadays job getting more and more fuck up really dunno how to stay on hais ~ i kinda angry with the *ppl* i hate the life that being control . go toilet report . go here report there report . fuck ! MC kena say . bring HP to toilet also wan comment . WTF ! i miss my bf so much hais ~ i dunno how to go on man . Argh !~ not eve have my own life now . i miss the dim sun ad 651 miss the luncheon meat ad boat quay can someone pack for me ? i'm so hungry now ! nothing much for this few days .

16/5 - went to work till 10 than went home to prepare and off to boat quay with thong but din drink much dunno why no feel and feel like vomitting . lol ! but after all i drank 3 cups nia . lols ~ hmm . cab back with baby . back to his home and slp =)

17/5 - its PH again . lols ~ din went out as i was so exhausted dunno what happen . slept till extremely late . baby was playing his comp so much . so bad !! actually wanna pei me go see price for contact lens at another optical shop but in the end nv go . lazy ~ hmm . hope tml can go hm early so he can pei me go see . lols ~ send him half way kiss goodbye and off to home sweet home and he off to mrt to camp. =x i miss him .

18/5 - nothing much . work work and work . ot again . hais . cab back . the uncle go wrong road and long road . hais ~ 24.80 lo . but hope can claim . hais my claim haven in yet . i'm in need of money can . hais ~ baby birthday coming lo . dunno what to do .

19/5 - work again . 1 more day to friday ! cant wait for friday to come . hais . extremely tired . wanna go eat lunch soon hmm . i wanna slp liaos lo . hmm . hmm . finally i got ad least half day leave . phew . but the planning is yet to settle lea . hmm . gonna inform them le . lols ! i miss my bf . fuck that Trainer can . hais she is simply pissed me off lo . hais . dun fcking think that u sick u can make scold me i have menses than i can scold u also la . say dun put personal matters on work is who start first . *ROTI PRATA* i hate you ttm ! haish . kinda fuck up working man . my leave was rejected . wtf ?! is so unfair lo . i see no right for them to reject my leave can . IS MY BOYFREIEND DE BIRTHDAY LOH ! if liddat nxt time i also wan do stunt lo so they cant cancel my leave . fml ! recently alot of things happen hmm . dunno what goin on man . hmm . but now is ok le . very happy recently baby is very sweet and we are goin 2 yrs le . heheh ~ so happy ~ but i'm getting sick again . sian ~ work also have alot of changes . was change to another dept and now very stress . but today still ok still get to relax a bit hee ~ nothing much to update . :) this few days really pissed me off alot i feel like crying like a small kid . haish ! things just dont go well man ! darn ! hope everything will have a full stop . no trouble again . hmm . i so tired ~ wanna go hav a long break too so envious claire she is so fortunate . hope he is your right man ! hahah ~ i hope mine is also my right man anyway ~ i miss my bf so much now ! hi peeps sorry for not updating my blog . hmm . kinda busy for the past weeks . hmm . kinda bored in work too but awaiting for christmas dinner and mayb celebration . lols ~ hmm . next week is gonna be a busy week follow by the coming week . hmm . Hi peeps ! i'm back to my rusty blog again hahah ~ jus think of some things and suddenly this sentences jus pop up from my mind

*some memories are only be kept in heart as portrait of an old photo. as times goes by, portrait of photo will become mixture of photos being squeeze in to the portrait. although things might not always goes on the way you want, you can make it goes in another way just the matter how you see it but not the emotions that cause you to think it in a nasty way =) *

i start to ponder over this sentence. i dunno what i'm always think about and thinking of whether am i jus thinking too much . hmm . kinda feel irritated sometimes for no reason dunno what am i thinking about humps . update more when i free bahs hahah ~ hello ppl . i'm back to blog again heheh ! so bored ~ finally me and baby is 21th monthsary le happy ~ i miss my baby finally book out tml . weets ~ i'm so hungry now man . gonna go for lunch later heheh ~ hi earthlings i'm back with my blog again . recently due to alot of things i was stuck in work and late home as sometimes i went for some retail therapy . heheh ~ but i will fix out my time to meet up some long time no see ppl yea . hahah~ hmm . so bored and so tired now . lols ~ opps ~ i'm so broke now . hope friday is here and my beloved girl is 1 yr older le . hahah ~ hi earthlings ,

i'm back to my blogging again . hmm . 3 more days to me and baby's 21 monthsary lerhs . hmm . so happy but i still waiting for our 2 yrs anniversary . lols ! its like 3 more months to go lo . lols ! will update tml . hee ~ byeee peeps ~ hi earthlings ~ kinda bored this few days and tired due to too much things to do and i couldnt finish it ! its a torture ! lols ! lucky today gt ppl help me if not i'm gonna die . lols ~ i'm so tired ~ baby is expected booking out tomorrow . heheh ~ happy ~
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