updating last last de thingys . miting DADDY, XIONGXIONG and LAOGONG go slack ard and sit ad opp gek poh dere as we are tuh bored bout 9.30 then go home . called KOR KOR chat a while and hang up after that call precious as he gort things tuh tel me . he told me things that reali hurt me alot . haish . he wan me tuh give up and etc . i dun wan and i dun wish tuh . i knoe that we wun be tgt derhs but i jux wan tuh love him secretly . haish . after that call KOR KOR tel him my unhappiness . he cheer me up , thanx ! headed tuh slp . woke up JIE msg me then boyfriend msg me tuh . he sae hopefully i knoe warts i wan lurhs . he will be ok with my decision derhs . he sae i'm da one who wan tuh take a brk and cool down derhs and i'm da one who got a mindset of want to have freedom back like old time . he tel me to think warts i wan as i kip saying commit with him is too earli lerhs . he sae as long as i tel him warts i wan he is ok with it . he tel me nort tuh feel hurt as he wan me to decide warts i wan and he sae mayb cool down is good as it can help da both of us tuh know whether we are important tuh each other a nort . he hope that after that we will cherish each other and tel me tuh cheer up . he misunderstand my meaning of cool down and i told him than he sae you think i dun miss you or sad . wart u wan i'm ok with it . i jux wan u to be happy and let you do warts u wan . he hab never complain on da decision and things i do . i found that he is reali a veri gudd boyfriend and i reali dun wish tuh lose him . after ytd mia frm him i reali feels that no other guy hab even care and give in so so much to their girlfriend . so i reali veri envious juan juan and andrea for having a so so good boyfriend . =)) i wan thanx all da loves one who care and concern bout me . i will be alrite derhs . i will go back tuh my normal self derhs . HAHAHAH !~

boyfriend : i'm reali veri sorie for da things i sae and gort u misunderstand my meaning . next time wartseva thing i will let you knoe derhs .

i loves ray's family da family which hab 5 people .

ray as uncle ray
kheng hong as botak ray
shi min as stingray
samantha as ray ray
yuting as xiao ray


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